12:23 a.m

12:23 a.m.

By: Monica Elshazzly

So is it accountable to wake up in the morning the next day alive?

The fear of dying suddenly haunts me day by day.

Night by night.

Hour by hour.

Minute by minute.

Second by second.

Seriously, When you are all alone trapped in your life script, ask yourself.

Is it worth watching?

Worth answering questions about your life, beliefs and religion.

Is it?

Take a minute there, and breathe.

It'll take a while till you wake up.

Take your time to wake up, because frankly.. 

It might be too late.

Take all your hopes and dreams aside. 

And ask yourself what do you do to thank He who gave you all those things you have.

Do you pray the 5 prayers on time?

Focused?

Determined?

Do you lower your gaze to your brothers and sisters for the sake of Allah?

Think about it..

What do YOU do?

You might read this and say who the hell is she to tell me what to do or how to think?

And you might also read this and say, Oh my.. What have I been doing with my life all those years?

Let me tell you..

You see..

Well.. I've been thinking.

Or.. Let's say I always try to think of Him.

Allah -Sobhanw'ta3ala.

And I always ask myself.

I ask myself, will Almighty forgive my selfishness?

Is it possible to enter paradise? 

Will Allah -Sobhanw't3ala stand by my side in every obstacle He puts me through?

It is a dilemma.

Always a catastrophe.

Contradiction of emotions and thoughts in a minute or so.

My head seems to explode.

I shake.

The thought of dying knocks me down.

I wish.

And then I hope. 

Someday I'll know and I'll be forever rested upon His hands.

Somehow I'll follow my soul and give my life to Allah for eternity.

Someday.. Somehow..

"I will sacrifice my being for Allah, and Prophet Mohamed" -maypeacebeuponhim.

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